It is hard to imagine that I am 62 years old.
It sounds odd.
I don't understand where the time went.
I don't understand where I went.
Or everyone else.
So many missing
lost to the depths of despair, submerged in sadness
letting go floating away
so suddenly all of the time
without warning
Here.....now gone
I am so removed from the me that I was
I feel like it is another person when I think of her
And I think of her often
Trying hard to understand how
She is who I evolved from
The way I became the me that I am now.