It is becoming increasingly more difficult to battle off

my almost daily desire

like BURNING desire

to QUIT MY JOB!!!!

And I don't even understand why

not completely

I feel like I am bubbling up on the inside

like a simmering stew

a simmering stew boils in a very different way than a broth

a boiling broth is obvious , 

(*the difference between seething angry people

and yelling angry people, both angry, but manifested differently*)

you can observe it bubbling and dancing across the top of the water

simmering stew rolls up slowly from the bottom

in slow sinuous "plops"

it can go unnoticed  

that is until it can no longer be ignored.

Anyway,

thats what i've been feeling like.

my thoughts are hard to capture this evening.

Rambling and unfinished

Swirling and boiling

that is how I feel

what  I don't know what to do about.

the swirling and boiling

the feeling of leaping from my seat and running as fast as I can

(or as fast as I used to be able to run)

but I don't know where

where am I running, what is this sensation of wanting to burst out of my skin

peel it off Peel it the FUCK off

i want to feel new again this one is done

it's time to move on

THAT'S WHAT I FEEL LIKE

THAT IT IS TIME TO MOVE THE FUCK ON.......

next thing.

figure out to where :) 

no problem.

be right back

funny..

*use somewhere else*